I knew her for about 4 years and thought she was my very very good friend that I could count on. We had great time together, shared laugh and tears. Until she back stabbed me and left me behind with this wound. I didn’t believe in her tears and her regret. Guess all the things she said were just bullshit. It’s a shame to see her standing there in my room with her fake tears and fake sad face. What she has done to me was unforgettable. The wound is still there and I’m doing my best to forget about it but I need a little more time. For people out there who don’t understand… shut up and don’t ask me to be happy for her happiness. That’s the hardest thing I have to do. I forgive her. That was one step I took with big heart. All I need now is moving forward and forget the nasty things that she has done to me. And I need time. It is not like using a magic wand and … voila… I’m happy for her. I just want to be true to myself and not faking it. The reason for me to be happy for her is not yet to come.
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